Sorry that I havent written anything for ages. Lately I've been truly lacking the inspiration to put pen to paper. Ive been tryin to figure out what it is that i want from my life right now, what makes me happpy and what doesnt and what i want to do.

Still working on that, but i did manage to write something. Enjoy. Peace Out. \/

So I was thinking. Theres been lots of changes recently. Its a New Year, and thats supposed to mean change. The start of something new. And I feel like I've had no control over it. So i thought, maybe I'd like to change that. I'd like to have control over the things in my life that i want to change. And i honestly had no idea where to start. I figured I should start small, with something that was just not a big deal. It took me ages but then I realised that the answers were all around me.
So i finally made the decision to upload some of my art. It may not seem like a big deal to you folks but its important to me. I've never uploaded even though people have told me to because I... I was scared I guess. My poetry, its just words, you can judge it in your own way. It doesnt take much for me to write down how i feel and make it make sense. It just comes to me. But art. Thats slightly more difficult. It means something to me, in a different way to my words. Putting it on here is a big deal for me. So. Taking control of the change in my life. Take that life! Peace Out. \/

So I've been thinking about new years resolutions with the new year a mere day and a half away. Its funny. I dont believe in resolutions as such. I've never had much faith in being able to make a resolution that I didnt do anyway. Its like making a promise you know you cant keep. But this year, i want to have something to work for. I want to aim higher and be better. I want to follow through with something. So here's to new years and to keeping promises we make, even if theyre the promises we make only to ourselves. May this year be better than the last, lets face it, it could hardly be worse. *cheers. xxxx

ok. so christmas is on the horizon and i feel like i should clear some stuff up.

1. My vegetarianism. no im not gonna not be a vegetarian for christmas you retarded wankers.

2. I am NOT in the christmas spirit. Also i will not GET INTO the christmas spirit. It is not gonna happen. So leave me alone.

3. Christmas music Decent christmas songs are few and far between, and whilst i do not need to have the bad ones rammed into my ear drums 24 hours a day, i also do not need you to wreck the good ones by playin them over and over again.

4. Christmas presents. I do not appreciate the element of surprise.

5. Love. LOL. Christmas love huh? If i dont like you, or at least pretend to like you for the rest of the year, odds are i dont want to pretend to like you at christmas. Sorry bout that.


end of rant.

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